Hai, here the promise that I make a new post….. Sorry for late posted because there some problem…. Hehehe……. So here the real thing, I don’t know where I want to start……. *Thinking*….. alright then, let start with what I spent this day…… for u all know that I din’ t do anything at my house just do some chores n do some boring thing that I always do, u know…… n something I wake up from my bed like this……

Sometimes I might be like that…… -_-“

N sometimes when I am in full awake, I kinder make a blurr faces that weird n odd to all my family…. Well that can’t help it, it my charm…. Hehehe….. n sometimes when I do that, all the people around me mad at me n repeat some of my past that I want to forget….. I don’t want to talk about it…. Close this topic…… *lock it*….. So that I might do something stupid n silly when I in that mode….. like running around all of the sudden n for all the people that always do is sleep….. hehehe…..  well, that can’t be help right…. Because we might in that situasion because of the boringness ……

I really want to say a lot of this blog but I can’t describe it…… I can understand all the feeling that people around me, but some of people around me…. Can’t understand my feeling, n for that they all just know to insulted me, left me behind, idnored me, n forget about me that I have done for them…… but I really don’t mind that bcz to find a person that can cry with us is hard to find this days……. But I have found one is my Princess n My Family……but still, I don’t cry n din’ t show them my sad face that I always kept in my deep heart……. I just look down n think…… If my princess can see my sad face n all my real character that mean that u are always watching me….. n for that, it great….. bcz I rarely shown it to everyone else……

N also I rarely shown my mad mode bcz there some memory n a past that keep haunted me…. I can’t forget about it, it just make me felt full of regret n sadness…… I can give u all a describe about how the situation when I in mad mode….. When I in that situation, I kinder look like a full of black aura n my face change that I even can’t make a fake with it…… I just can make that face  when I totally serious about it n can’t forgive about something….. so that I might get stronger n wilder that I can’t control it……

So that all for now n

 So, stay tune…. hehehe